I start to make some progress, something happens to knock me back down.
Every fucking time,
I get back up and get back in the fight.
But why does it always have to be a fight?
It’s always been a fight.
I can’t seem to get enough ahead to gain any momentum.
So when the rug is pulled, the steps backward are much more than they were ahead.
I follow the rules but then the rules change. And I’m left spinning and pissed off.
I’m so broke.
Money broke, spiritually broke, mentally broke.
I can’t take it anymore.
I want to give up.